Wow. It's been forever and a half since I've written in here.
The last time I wrote in here was on March 17th; my one year anniversary with Julian. WOW. What has happened since then..well let's see...
I guess the biggest thing is that Julian broke up with me in July or so. Even bigger news is that we're dating again. After a month of being apart he realized he made a mistake...harharhar. But yeah, I guess I wasn't crazy when I thought I still had a little bit of hope.
Hm. I'm on summer vacation for another month or so, and it has been a pretty darn good summer. Now that Julian is back in my life its a lot nicer :] Sometimes all we do is stay home and watch the office reruns, or play nintendo 64. If he's back, it's for a reason isn't it? *crosses fingers*
Wellllll..lets see what happens by the next time I decide to write in here.
ciao<3

this happened:


 :]
so far, its been really really good
yay

List seven songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.


1. Sufjan Stevens- Chicago acoustic

2. Sufjan Stevens- They are night zombies!!!...

3. Circa Survive- In the morning and amazing

4. Bright Eyes- Susan Miller Rag

5. Chiodos- One day women will become monsters

6. T-Pain- Buy you a drank shawty =x =x =x

7. Sean Kingston- Beautiful Girls =x =x =x

in no particular orderrrrr
meh.

ha ha .i choooose...hm. whoever wants to do it!

ahhhhhhhhh!

i really hope this lasts
:)))))))))))))

so its been a while...a really LONG while. so what has happened..hm. lets see.
school is alright. english sucks. i hate my prof. and i hate that its an online class. ugh.
besides that,
work. hm. things are beginning to get a bit awkward. but besides that, its really fun. the people are so nice! i just kinda wish i didnt work just so i can hang out with my friends more often..but well! i like my paychecks (:
and now, the greatest part of everythinggg so far..JULIAN! (:

its been one month that we've officially been together..but we've been going out for two (:
things have been SO good. i dont think ive ever been THIS happy with a boy before.
hes seriously everything ive been wanting...cheesy yeah i know.
hes not afraid to be himself, hes a NEEEEEERD [games wise], hes hilaaaarious, sweet, FUN and gahhhh.
i can act like a complete idiot around him and he wouldnt care.
we actually go out and do things
he actually stands up for me
he introduces me as his girlfriend
when we're walking he hugs me and kisses me randomly
he gives me the tightest hugs ever
and i realized yesterday that i had never looked at soemone straight in the eyes before and said "i love you"..yeah sure ive said it many other times...but when we said it yesterday before leaving it felt SO nice...so "real"
bleh okay this is  getting kinda cheesy..
but yeah...

"why didnt i find you sooner?!"
siigh! x] he is amazing.
anyway

well, there are about 3 or so weeks of my first year of college....damn. it goes by fast.
i hope everyone is doing good (:

march 17th, 2006
it was midnight and we were drinking hot chocolate
just like we were doing exactly one month ago when we first started dating (:
he told me to wait and he went to my room and grabbed something
he went back to the kitchen
he kneeled and grabbed my hands
and gave a "speech" on how amazing, beautifulpretty,fun and hilarious i was
then he put a "ring" [which was really a cuhrazy tamagochi keychain] on my finger
and he asked "so do you want to be my girlfriend? (: "

it was the cutest thing EVAAAARRR
he is amazing.


the end (:

:D

so yesterday was my first month working at af
...and working in general :p
good times.
50% discounts are awesome (:



for the first time in a long time (since early november or so),
i'm a broke college student :|

...happy cuz she finally got her tribute to bright eyes cd (:
...sad cuz she has to read and do hw ):
..in loveee with james figurine (:


My phone's got a camera, it's built right in
but it's hard to keep the dirt and grease off the lens
the last time you were happy since so long ago now
i tried to take a picture but it didn't come out

and the messages sent are almost as blurred
my cryptic printstyles dials to songs no one's heard
if we keep this up, things will never get better
when we disagree we fight in capital letters

I have to type eleven numbers into my cell phone
Just to make it spell "love"
So I usually don't
And it takes up fifteen digits to spell out "goodbye"
But if I leave out the "good" I can save us some time
55566688833

my throat's a little sore after last night's events
you were somewhere doing something
I was out with my friends
You wrote just to ask if I was having fun
and I guess I didn't text you back quite fast enough
So when I got home you were awake in the den
There were tears in your eyes, the lights were dimmed
I turned off my phone, you did the same
And we fought face-to-face like it was the 90s again

I have to type eleven numbers into my cel phone
Just to make it spell "love"
So I usually don't
And it takes up fifteen digits to spell out "goodbye"
But if I leave out the "good" I can save us some time
55566688833

i want to have someone and actually be happy....
someone fun...
someone nice...
someone funny...
someone caring...
someone who wants to see me
someone who wants to hang out on the weekends despite what his friends ask him to do...
someone who wants me to meet his parents...
someone "romantic"...
someone to joke around with..
someone to laugh with..
i just  want  my other half.

mhm!


i hate going home smelling like a&f cologne x_x

today at borders i FINALLY found NoiseFloor...
oh my effing gee. ive been looking for it EVERYWHERE
and i finally found it along with another AWWWWESOME one: String Quartet Tribute To Bright Eyes.
omfg. i want it. real real bad.
and noise floor, too.
i didnt get either 'cuz 1) the line was infuckingsane. and 2) because i didnt have enough





oh and,
i have an 8 6!hour shift on friday X_X
3:30 till 10 so visit me! :p

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!

karen is officially an A&F brand rep D:

hahahah
oh and dinosaurs are cool:

oh oh oh. and Annie showed this to me:
haha. awesome.
that is all :D

i was going to get a shirt from threadless and my mom was okay on me getting two of em
but the sale ended 3 or so hours ago
ARGH!

i hate the number thirteen.
i was doing good.
but i just broke down.



i can't wait until friday comes.
i need some good, fun times.

i deleted my xanga
cuz i tried deleting all the old entries
but realized there were too many stupid things on there!
so bye bye xanga
and helloooo LJ!

ah!
interview in a couple hours!